Before starting writing it I was hesitant because of I have been long time didn't write the blogger. I can't write it directly like before, have to think for long time before writing, that's mean my writhing is getting bad. OH SHIT...And why I began to write?I don't want living without memory, we could not remember every seconds every mood at that moment. We will forget the pass,and there might have fabulous memory or sorrowful memory. Living without record, it might make your life not perfect enough. Sometime I has to vent my emotion,so here, I am regaining to my blogger life.
Here began my dear diary,
Just for sharing my life and improve my writing.
There are none of ones are prefect in life, it might be a excuse to me. God is not fair and I knew, but that is none of your business. Everything you have to do is make yourself better not just crab, this can't solve your situation and you just have one life. Perhaps you could crab that why you are not a cat? Life is in your hand, just make it what you want to forward your life to be. Eventually you would be happy that you have complete your mission. To me, it is easy as like a draw, but I'm lack of action....this is my weak point, lose of power. Feel sorry to myself, I will try my best to change it.
After graduated my relative of side of my mom asked me which college or university I suppose to deserve, I replied them that I might going to Taiwan for my study. What happen at the next? They all objected and call my mom don't let me left , said I am the only one daughter of my mom and a little girl go outside living alone is dangerous, nobody gonna to protect and take care me....WHY NOT?? Don't looked me like a weak girl, even I am. I had thought clearly I am not going to stay here, I want to be strong. I don't want living in the protective layer. Please forget me I can't be a normal girl. THANKS MOM for always support me and feel sorry that you have to bear their scoring.
It's not early now, is time to get into my bed! BUT I feel hungry!
NIGHT TT
